The smell of fried fish and peeled oranges was already drifting through the room, rising from the kitchen and spilling onto other students' plates. It turned her stomach. An hour earlier, she'd been hungry, but now her appetite vanished. Fish and oranges were among several smells that quietly shut down her desire to eat, transforming hunger into aversion. Emma also noticed that her friends didn't seem affected by the odors that overwhelmed her.
My sister and I went on a joint diet. She stopped and I didn't. I'm 18. And I'm dragged from school to the hospital. And I'm made to look at myself. [MUSIC PLAYING] I weigh 56 pounds. Do you find you're too skinny? Yes, I am too skinny. But what does it matter? I had turned my body into a project, a revolt against nature Mother nature, my mother. A revolt against womanhood, adulthood. My biggest enemy? Time.
