The Man I Had An Affair With Died And I Didn't Know What To Tell My Husband
Briefly

After the affair, the feelings between us turned from lusty passion to muddy emotions that raised questions about the nature of love itself. Was it still love if it was confusing?
I loved him despite the lies and betrayal, yet I feared this history would haunt our potential for a healthy, untainted relationship.
After years of on-and-off turmoil, I met a man who seemed perfect — kind, caring — but I was terrified of whether I could stay faithful to him.
The love I felt for the new man was strong and undeniable, making me believe I finally wanted to pursue a healthy relationship.
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