I have had some health problems below the belt, and it has left me feeling emotionally fragile. The fragments of conversation we have leave me feeling worse.
At one point when doctors were giving me the worst-case scenario, her response was, 'Masculinity was never your thing,' and she let me know she hasn't wanted to have sex with me in years.
I keep thinking I've somehow disappointed her and turned her off. I am on the smaller side, and she was with much bigger men before me.
All I really need is a whisper of a positive conversation with her instead of these feelings being met with silence. I proposed seeing a therapist, but she rebuffed that.
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