I want my light back
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I want my light back
"I wish I never met you and I really wish you didn't say all that shit about me."
"I have always been full of love and just want to share it to make someone smile to make their day a little better."
"I am going to be alone. I'll read all the books I have... I'll make something beautiful and a lot of ugly."
"I will tend to my wounds and forget your face and hope that my love comes back again."
The author expresses deep emotional turmoil stemming from their interactions with a particular person, highlighting a struggle with social anxiety and misalignment between thoughts and spoken words. They reflect on feelings of disappointment and longing, revealing a desire to reclaim their lost sense of love and joy. In response to these challenges, the author plan to embrace solitude, dedicate time to self-care through reading and creating, and ultimately heal from their past wounds, while wishing the best for others.
Read at Portland Mercury
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