In a heartfelt reflection, Gabrielle opens up about her ongoing struggle with acceptance surrounding her motherhood journey. She emphasizes that despite showing gratitude towards her gestational caregiver, she continues to grapple with feelings of yearning and unresolved emotions. Gabrielle acknowledges that the prayers she held close did not manifest as she expected, further complicating her emotional landscape. Her poignant statement reveals that she may never find peace with the various possibilities that could have been, highlighting the deeply personal nature of her experience.
"No. I'll never have peace with it, ever. And that's not a what-anybody-has-to-say thing; that's just-my yearning has never dissipated."
"I'm very grateful to our gestational caregiver, though. It's just one of those things where it's such a personal journey that I may never know full peace with the coulda, woulda, shouldas."
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