The article highlights a mother's internal conflict regarding the favoritism often shown to the youngest sibling. Despite her intention to treat her youngest child as she did her older children, she admits to coddling her. This behavior stems from a deep emotional connection formed over ten years of parenting, where the author's identity has become intertwined with the nurturing phase. The piece explores the challenges of wanting to hold onto these moments while recognizing the inevitable growth and independence of children.
I am actively treating her differently than I treated my others at her age. And even as I notice my hypocrisy, I am making little effort to change it.
With four kids, I have had someone in the baby and toddler phase for over ten years. I have spent countless hours snuggling, filling up tiny snack containers, cleaning up messes, and brushing teeth.
I love feeling wanted and needed in the way that my kids do when they are young. I love holding them and keeping them close, wiping their tears.
That fear of losing those tender moments, which have defined my identity as a parent, in watching my youngest grow up.
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