When things change, the balance is upset and one or both partners begins to reconsider the value of staying. Some accept negative aspects like disloyalty.
You say you are both comfortable living as roommates, but on the one hand you are really miserable and longing for a loving partner.
He has withdrawn from you, and I doubt things can be restored as you want. Unless there is a good reason, consider moving on.
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