After years of living with a libertine lifestyle, I realize that my feelings for my much younger lover have become more complicated than expected. I used to think I could detach emotionally, but the connection has evolved, making it harder to simply walk away.
While my husband remains my steadfast anchor in life, the thrill of being pursued by younger men has provided a rush unlike anything else. Yet, now, I grapple with the reality that the emotional ties I've developed may be harder to sever than I can admit.
I have to confront the unsettling fact that the excitement I felt in my affair has turned into confusion. The gifts I once viewed as mere tokens of affection now make me feel cheap and trapped, caught between a compelling fantasy and a life I've built.
As I ponder the idea of 'ghosting' my young lover, a shadow of guilt looms over me. This isn't just another fling; it's a part of my identity that conflicts with family and loyalty, especially when considering my husband’s unwavering support.
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