I Was A Virgin At 59. I Chose A Controversial Way To Have Sex - And I Couldn't Be Happier.
Briefly

"In my twenties, I found myself paralyzed by fear whenever physical affection was involved, a pattern that continued to hinder my dating life for years."
"Despite years of effort to fit in, my autism often left me feeling disconnected, overwhelmed, and left me questioning my self-worth, especially in relationships."
"I spent years trying to learn about intimacy from someone I didn't even like, and in the process, I neglected to respect my own boundaries and emotions."
"The experience became a confusing cocktail of fear and desperation for connection, leading me into a relationship that was more harmful than helpful."
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