The article delves into the author's lifelong struggle with body image, particularly focusing on the shame associated with their skin. It highlights early signs of discomfort, such as always wearing a shirt while swimming, which were masked as modesty but stemmed from deeper insecurities. The narrative captures the conflict between societal norms, the desire to conform, and the internal battle of accepting one's identity. The author reflects on coping mechanisms, including avoiding certain activities and playing video games, showcasing the complexity of their emotions and self-perception.
Masking yourself as you masked your body, because you were safe if you didn't think about it. If you ignored why you needed to cover up, you could pretend you were fine and normal and yourself.
You always wore (and always still wear) a shirt, even though the males of your family don't. More broadly, you refuse to ever be seen without one.
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