You spent hours picking nursery colors and finishes, agonized over the Snoo or a regular crib, and picked out their homecoming outfit months in advance. You planned every detail, expecting your first moments at home with your baby to be some of the most joyful of your life. When that time does come, instead of basking in happiness, you're overcome by anxiety, sadness and hopelessness, making the baby's needs feel overwhelming.
Until now, clitoral climax was as easy as flipping a switch, but now it takes an intense amount of energy and stimulation, and when I climax, I feel like my head is going to pop off. Although I have yet to time myself, I've been able to orgasm consecutively for probably 15 to 20 minutes, and I could probably go longer, but at a certain point, it gets too intense and tiring.