#desperation

#desperation

The meth had that effect on her, allowing her enough distance inside, so that she didn't have to feel much.

"I hear the call of the road still. And I find myself torn between inspiration and desperation. Feeling thrilled to get out despite the cold and desperate for the weather to warm."

But it isn't just the heat closing in that's keeping Ray around. There's still the notion of being your own personal Robin Hood - parlaying a lifetime of loss into one big win.