Saoirse Hanley: As a teenage fangirl I loved everything SO much. I was not embarrassed about it until adulthood and the male gaze came along

"When I was 12, we did a retreat day at school... throughout the whole process, I couldn't stop thinking about how much Edward loves Bella."

"I found that letter recently... I wrote that I'm not a very religious person, and that I was sad my dad was sick."

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