The recent HBO documentary 'Pee-wee as Himself' showcases late comedian Paul Reubens discussing his sexuality, including relationships, particularly with a man named Guy. Throughout his career as Pee-wee Herman, Reubens kept his personal life hidden, citing self-hatred and fear of public perception. The documentary captures his reflections on fame, identity, and the loss of his partner to AIDS. Filmed prior to his passing in 2023, it offers a candid look at his life struggles, including his concealed cancer diagnosis, which he battled privately.
I was out of the closet, and then, I went back in the closet. I wasn't pursuing the Paul Reubens career; I was pursuing the Pee-wee Herman career.
I hid behind an alter ego. I spent my entire adult life hiding I was a huge weed head. I was secretive about my sexuality even to my friends [out of] self-hatred or self-preservation.
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