The first two sexual encounters I had after I left my ex-husband are what I'm talking about. A guy I met who I kinda clicked with. I was attracted to him and decided to act on it. I knew I didn't like him enough for a whole relationship, but a situationship would have worked out nicely. It was disappointing. He was clearly more into porn than a partner, and although it might be visually appealing, it's not all pleasant. So it was a letdown.
The next guy was literally orgasmic. He yanked me straight out of all the nonsense that had built up in my head from life, and it was just immediately all about the moment. For the first time in my life, I absolutely couldn't think. As someone with ADHD, my brain is constantly going even when it's not. It was completely blank. It was only physical and physical alone, and he knew how to make that explosive.
But in both cases, I was only looking for a steady friend with benefits. The first guy wasn't interesting enough to stay friends, and his benefits sucked. The second guy I saw off and on for a year, and it rocked my world every single time.
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