Comparison to past looks results in anxiety about aging. Engaging with plastic surgery videos has sparked fantasies about getting procedures like facelifts. The expression on the face reflects stress and experiences over time, contributing to feelings of loss about youthfulness. The author notes visible changes including upper eyelids being obscured and jawline clarity fading. While not overly affected by wrinkles, there is a strong feeling of transformation occurring, characterized as 'melting' rather than aging. Despite these feelings, there is no inherent shame associated with considering plastic surgery.
Whatever you call the skin below the eyebrow that doesn't fold to blink, is now covering them. I've compared video and photos from several months ago, from last summer.
I've looked for times that I've decided were more rested, relaxed, and happier. I've decided that the features suddenly undesirable, now that they are permanent fixtures of my face, are due to a lack of states-of-being and states-of-mind.
I fantasize about plastic surgery. I watch mini-facelift before-and-afters. I watch threading procedures where surgical thread is inserted under your skin.
I realize that I'm not a wrinkler, being nearly 43 with very scant visible wrinkles, but a melter myself. My jawline is losing clarity, and my eyebrows are perpetually nonplussed.
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