"At 45 I stopped fighting the truth that had quietly haunted me my entire life and finally accepted that I was trans. The shame. The denial. The low level sadness that felt like a dripping tap somewhere deep in my soul."
"Life would be much simpler if I could just be a lesbian. But no. Instead I have found myself bewitched by those strange, hairy creatures we call men and I have absolutely no idea how it happened."
"The whole experience feels a bit like fishing. Except now I am on the other side of the water. Or perhaps in the boat. I am not even sure where I am anymore."
Chloe Kelly transitioned at 45 and began dating men at 47, finding the experience frustrating and confusing. Despite spending 45 years as a man, she feels clueless about men's behavior. After accepting her identity as a straight woman, she grapples with her attraction to men, whom she finds annoying yet irresistible. The dating experience feels foreign, akin to fishing from a new perspective, leaving her uncertain about the rules of engagement with men compared to her previous experiences with women.
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