Moving to Chicago in late 2019 as an aspiring comedian was poorly timed. A series of personal events, including his father's health decline and eventual passing, led to feelings of grief and self-reflection. Relationships also unraveled, including a separation from a fiancé. A new relationship initially filled the void but ultimately fell apart. A contracting writing job improved career prospects but later ended, prompting concerns about personal direction. After messy breakups, the decision to leave Chicago remained tied to ongoing struggles with identity and belonging.
A lot happened in a short period. Meanwhile, my dad was battling serious health issues and losing. Waiting for "the call" of his passing sent my anxiety into a fever pitch.
My dad's passing was expected, but no less devastating. The circumstances made a confusing cocktail of relief, grief, and self-reflection that had me asking if I was where I truly wanted to be.
My job situation was getting even better. I secured multiple contracts, including getting the opportunity to write gay lifestyle content, leading me to dub myself "Hairy Bradshaw."
The messy breakups started in January 2025, and I no longer felt comfortable being in the apartment, so I moved out.
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