#journals

#journals

I began to have cold feet and, on October 11, sent the following email note to Robert: "After considering, reconsidering, and consulting with [my wife] Harrison, I have pretty well determined that I will not after all pursue the editorship of JAPA."

In a time of experiencing a profound loss of control in the form of the tumor that was blurring my vision, this felt like a consummate act of taking back my life, or at least my story.