"He's very good at describing and I very much enjoy masturbating to them, in addition to sex with him directly shortly afterward. But we were both open to a more direct watching experience, and after some time of him seeing "Clara," the three of us talked it over and agreed to a little scene where my boyfriend and Clara would have sex at our house, and I would "walk in" on them in the middle of it and stay to watch."
"I "find" them in the bedroom and it was like a wet blanket was thrown over things. Suddenly everyone's awkward and after a while Clara asks to stop, which ends the encounter. I know she's spoken to my boyfriend since, but I think it wound up killing what the two of them had, which is sad. I've gone over it in my head repeatedly and I'm not sure what went wrong, or indeed, if anything actually went wrong."
A 32-year-old woman with voyeuristic kinks is in an open relationship where her boyfriend recounts encounters that she uses for arousal and later sex. The couple and a third partner, Clara, agreed to stage a scene in which the woman would "walk in" on the two of them having sex. During the enacted scene, participants became awkward and Clara asked to stop, ending the encounter. The narrator worries the encounter damaged the boyfriend's connection with Clara and is unsure what went wrong. Sometimes people agree to fantasies and then cringe in the moment; give Clara time to collect herself.
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