"The sex in our marriage has been consistent but awful. When I first met my wife, she was very open sexually and very confident. In one of our early lovemaking sessions, she asked me why I never went down on her. The honest truth was I had never gone down on any woman before and didn't have an experience with giving oral sex. When I did go down on her the first time, her smell was very foreign and off-putting to me."
"I told her she didn't smell so fresh down there and gave that as the reason why I never went down on her. This was obviously a huge mistake. Years later, when I finally got her to talk about it, she told me I destroyed her confidence and that's why she's never giddy about sex now. She has never been the same sexually since."
"Over the years I have come to absolutely love her feminine smell, and I constantly ask to go down on her, but she never wants me to and always tells me that she feels dirty. She's even caught me masturbating with a pair of her panties held to my nose and now has started changing her panties constantly so as to not leave an odor on them for me to find."
Couple together six years. Husband loved wife and tried to show affection daily. Sex has been consistent but unsatisfying. Early in relationship husband admitted he had never performed oral sex and found her smell off-putting, telling her she didn't smell fresh. That comment destroyed her confidence and changed her sexual demeanor. Wife now avoids oral sex, feels dirty, changed panties to prevent odor, and has largely lost sexual desire and masturbation habits. Husband now enjoys her scent, feels remorse, masturbates with her panties, and wants to earn back her trust and restore her sexual confidence.
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