The article explores the emotional turmoil of a woman married to a man 23 years her senior. As the couple navigates their relationship and parenthood, she expresses deep fears about the future, particularly regarding her children's experiences as they grow. She grapples with potential challenges stemming from her husband's age, raising questions of selfishness in their family planning. Despite her worries, her love for her husband remains strong. The author reflects on her responsibilities as a mother, striving to provide for her children and ensure their well-being amidst uncertainty.
I sometimes get scared when I think about the future. I don't know what the future will look like - if we'll get a chance to grow old together or enjoy being grandparents.
Sometimes, I wonder if I have been selfish to do this. To have a family with someone so much older. The risk of it all sometimes puts me under added pressure.
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