Irish soldiers who served in Lebanon: 'I saw kids in buggies on Grafton Street and thought of the Arab boys and girls who were blown to bits'

Tom Clonan reflects on his harrowing experiences in Lebanon, illustrating the mental and emotional toll of peacekeeping. He recalls, 'I felt like shouting at everyone: 'Do you not know what's happening?'' His vivid memories underscore how trauma lingers long after deployment, revealing a disconnection between soldiers' experiences and civilian life.

Former soldiers emphasize that no amount of training can fully prepare them for the psychological impact they face during peacekeeping. They suggest a need for better support systems post-deployment.

Clonan mentions the everyday struggles to reintegrate after missions, stating that soldiers often feel isolated, battling with their memories and feelings of helplessness. He describes a profound sense of responsibility towards fellow peacekeepers still serving in dangerous zones.

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