Kidney donation involves complex emotions, with some donors preferring anonymity. Anticipating surgery can generate anxiety, as seen during pre-op moments filled with self-doubt. Surgeons affirm the significance of the donor's choice to save a life, which can trigger strong emotional responses. Recovery differs for each individual, with some finding comfort in the hospital environment post-surgery. The experience of waking from anesthesia can feel surreal and timeless, adding to the complexity of the emotional journey.
Some kidney donors might welcome knowing who they're giving it to. That's part of what they're looking for. But I wanted to be anonymous. I wanted it to be a freely given gift with no expectation of a thank you.
I was indulging myself in this anxiety and fear and self-pity. It was a moment where I felt like I had to grow up a bit and be a bigger person.
My surgeon said, It's not every day that you choose to save someone's life, and that's what you're doing today. I started sobbing.
Waking up from surgery was such a crazy experience. It's not like I was asleep. When I'm asleep, I wake up knowing that time has passed.
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