I know there will be more crashes in my career, but I don't dwell on that. I think that will make it a bit easier to keep the fear from creeping in, and I'll know what to expect for the next one, allowing me to manage the downtime a bit better. When I first came home, I just had no idea what the recovery process would look like. I didn't know which doctors to call or what specialists I should see, but now I do.