A married person slept while a close friend and the spouse had sex in another room; the person later heard moaning and became aroused, renewing sexual desire for the husband. The person is uncertain how often nonconsensual encounters occurred and feels the acts were wrong, but has not confronted either partner because the friend is a coworker and confrontation could affect work. Cuckquean and voyeuristic fantasies can be consensually explored through porn, role-play, or negotiated arrangements. Nonconsensual involvement violates boundaries and consent. Consider confronting the husband, setting boundaries, seeking couples therapy, and prioritizing safety and consent.
Later, I woke up and lay in bed. I could hear noises, like moaning and heavy breathing on the other side of the wall. I just listened and did not move. I realized I was turned on by this. It stopped, and my husband walked into our room to check on me. He goes out again and I can hear the noises again.
Dear Hot and Not Bothered, Kudos to you for being honest about what turns you on sexually. It sounds like you'd like to indulge more in the cuckquean lifestyle, which involves deriving sexual pleasure by watching (or hearing) your partner have sex with others. It can be a form of voyeurism and it's a pretty common sexual fantasy. This practice can include encouraging your partner to pursue it actively, or it can be just one that you participate in alone.
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