He wants to forgive me, but he gets angry and mistrustful a lot. There's a lot of fighting...maybe it is. We recently started therapy and our therapist said there would be a lot of anger, distrust, reassurances, and hard work for years to come.
Is it really awful that I don't want that?...spending years grating myself raw against Joe's anger just to climb back to the not that great relationship we had before seems masochistic...I want to go home and move into my Dad's old house instead of selling it.
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