"I am pretty vanilla - I'm not a natural sub - but I was game. We got into D/s play, and we went to some big fetish parties together. Her favorite "foreplay" was having me kneel between her legs while she showed me guys on dating apps she'd matched with and make me beg for her pussy. I was never into cuck stuff, but I have to admit that was hot (and obviously cuck-adjacent)."
"Flashforward: My current serious girlfriend dug through my ex's Instagram account and found pictures of us at fetish parties. She didn't snoop on my phone - which means she didn't read my DMs (thank God) - but she scrolled through hundreds of posts on my ex-girlfriend's account to find pics of me in bondage and on a leash at a few parties. (Was that snooping?)"
The narrator's previous girlfriend was kinky; the narrator identifies as fairly vanilla but participated. Her foreplay involved humiliation and cuck-adjacent scenarios that became arousing. The relationship ended five years ago for unrelated reasons, but both still follow each other on Instagram and exchange birthday DMs. The current girlfriend scrolled the ex's account and found fetish party photos showing the narrator in bondage and on a leash. She did not read private messages, but the browsing felt invasive. She now expresses interest in the narrator's kinks; the narrator doubts sincerity and fears the interest stems from insecurity and rivalry. Refusal to engage became a relationship contention.
Read at Portland Mercury
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